Sorry, but it's true. There most likely are no God or gods, and if there are then they are nothing like the fairy tales tell us.
Christianity, Islam, Judaism, Buddhism, Hinduism, you name it - it's all built on corruption, ego, and self-deception. Religion is more like a mental illness than anything else.
So, why keep worrying about your imaginary sky friends and just go on living your life? You don't need God or gods to be a good person!
It's OK to question and doubt. That ability to think critically is what makes us human, and it's your superpower. So stop worrying, don't be afraid to be an atheist or agnostic. Your best qualities are not in your faith, but your mind. Use it!